Ugh, Editing

Being kind of new to the whole blogging thing, I've discovered that editing may be a never ending process for me.  The previous post (about my grandmother) was SO hard for me to write, I cried, drank a big glass of wine, cried some more, and wrote and re-wrote.  I published it accidentally, before I thought it was ready, and now I find that every time I look at it, I am wanting to change it.  It seems so incomplete, so unfinished, so inadequate to try to capture what she mean to me.  If I ever completely convey what I am wanting to say, I may stop writing entirely, because THAT would be an accomplishment.  I'll keep trying!